my gratitude to Allah the Almighty for giving me patience and strength to endure the first fasting day... gulp... gulp... gulp... two glasses of soy bean drink... one balah... in togetherness with the call of maghrib prayer... to end the whole day of hunger and thirst... alhamdulillah again... as malaysians we are very lucky because our country is blessed with plenty of food and also peace... we are able to perform our duty as His servant in tranquility and void from any turmoils and blasts of shells... indeed... we have to be very thankful for these...

though i am a bit restless the whole day thinking about my unresolved knot... a call from a friend has somehow healed the tension and the restlessness... thanks dear friend for the warm thoughts... i wish and i pray that you'll succeed... insya-Allah... there's a silverlining... all it takes are patience, endurance and galloons of hopes and prayers...

as for me... today, i'm searching for a firm ground... a ground where i can plant my feet safely... a ground where i can rest and be assured that everything will turn out to be safe and okay... a ground where i can find my real root... i have to search for a ground... though in myth... though in reality... though in dreams... the ground must be found... the solid ground... the unshaken ground... may tomorrow be a better day...