i feel like puking my stomach out... just feel like doing that since afternoon... tired of hearing those grumps and yells... tired of looking at that veil of sadness... tired of looking at those wrinkled faces... how i wish i can stab him dead... iurrgghhh... what a dark intention... mute!

nothing fun happened today except that i've downloaded some cool kiddish games from yahoo... and the rest of the day was spent in dark hatred clenching my teeth and restraining my legs from kicking that somebody to death... others... quite 'academic'... boringgg... chatted with some friends was really a pow wow door to not feeling insane... armando mi amore... he has changed, hasn't he? and betty was yet to greet micher who was paying her a visit at ecomoda... bugger! to be continued on monday! double bugger!

iurghhh... laziness is weighted on my fingers... i've got stuffs to reflect but mebbe tonite is not the nite... true... i have that feeling again... the feeling to barb my tummy out... iurgghhhh...