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Offline Entry 1

sungguh lama... memang sungguh lama...

aku ketukkan entri ini pada pukul 8.45 malam pada hari khamis 26 jun 2003...

dila is having a meeting... and me? being left alone and locked in this room minding my own business...

nothing much of joyful and huha stories to narrate...

i was having quite some 'laborious' days in the mud... and... i am definitely in the midst of yes-yes-i-can-see-it and no-yikes-i-still-can't-see-it situation... a bit exhausted and lethargic... disconnected... panicked... broke... muscle cramps... hot flushes... a bit melodramatic...

amidst all these bloody pile of loathsome feelings... i feel truly happy because after hollering for them in my previous entry... unexpectedly... one of the footballers called me yesterday... yippeee! it was really like a sixth sense thingy...the call managed to calm my raging unstable mood... a long lost camaraderie was brought back onto surface... my acidic sentiment was suddenly neutralised... i smiled all evening recollecting the past in its most vibrant potrait... an immediate chain-reaction followed... which made dila had to express her gratitude in some beneficial ways to me... hehe... i earnestly decorated her room all night long... pasting wallpapers here and there... wrapping her table with coloured paper and plastic... pasting her idols in and out... changing her matress... sorting clothes that need to be manually washed and automatically washed... hehe... these activities has really awakened my snoozing creativity... i felt a bit tired but alleviated :-) i have channeled all those flustered emotions towards a rewarding end... alhamdulillah... dila wouldn't mind... she was too busy with her accounting stuffs and her 'persatuan' and other curricular activities... in fact... i am beginning to think that this room is actually mine... hahahahahaha....

i know that some of my friends might want to hang with me while i am here in the central... i am terribly sorry for not being able to do so at the moment because i can't afford to hang like usual... i am burdened... i am totally crippled... ulp...

i am looking forward to go back to north next week to meet my supervisor... i don't think i would be able to travel and drive alone on that boring highway... perhaps a NICE bus would be very nice?! hmmm...

okie dokie... enough of this tirade... i don't have a problem... i really need to find for one or two or more problem/s to make this trivial life worth a living... hang on dudette!

CHAIYOK!