complex huh? yup... a bit for those who understand not... do i understand? hmmm... hoping to understand too... groping and searching in the abyss of flaws... the imperfection that is extraordinarily perfect...

tak menang tangan... raya kedua dan ketiga sememangnya rumah di penuhi oleh sanak sedara belah ayah... dari adik beradik ayah sehinggalah cucu dan cicit sedara... hahaha... sungguh ramai... oleh itu aku pun lebih kurang sibuk sedikit... sedikit sahaja sibuknya kerana dila dan arif dan faiz dah sibuk banyak... kekekek... basuh pinggan sedikit dah sakit pinggang... isi kuih sikit dah mengah... hahahaha... nasib baik ada adik-adik yang best ni... lega sikit... mak dan ayah pulak dah mula puasa enam sejak raya kedua lagi... tapi mee goreng ayah tetap mencaka tobing walaupun dia berpuasa... pawerrrr...

subjectivity... you have your view... i have my own view... what i've said is meant exactly as what i want it to be meant... anyway, your view on what i've said does not necessarily the same as what i want it to be meant... our differences are influenced by our social background, cultural upbringing and also knowledge and perceptions on things... human are created with different characters... absolutely in these differences there lies wisdom for those who reflect... there lies perfection for those who contemplate... there lies the essence of life itself...

adussss... tumitku sengal... perut memulas la pulak... gara-gara terlalu banyak gas dalam badan... gas apa ya? gas dari kickapoo, mountain dew, coca cola, mirinda orange, lychee f&n and everything under the sun... perrgghhhh... self-inflicted pain again... hahahaha... hmmm... nak buat apa pulak lepas ni? terasa nak makan pasta la... pasta shakeys pun sodap... yehaaaa! jom pasta!

the shadow seems dimmer against the reddish rays of sunlight... the shadow is still waiting... waiting for its solid owner...