You Raise Me Up
Josh Groban's

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

this song is dedicated to ...
*wink* *wink*




hmmm... so and terribly so much to narrate yet too little time to thump the keyboard... hehehe... i'll update later kay?


note: bayeed just topped up this internet account and his wife is sleeping next beside me... i am an intruder here... blewp... better kick myself outta this room a.s.a.p!

hehehehe...

ello everibodi! assalamua'laikum...

aku kembali lagi untuk ini masa dan ini ketika...

yippie!

i'm cured!
i'm cured!
i'm cured!

alhamdulillah...

aku spent lebih kurang seminggu lebih di utara menyetelkan urusan submission final copies thesis aku... alhamdulillah... aku lulus thesis writing aku with an A... as informed by the dekan after the 5-minutes viva tiga minggu lepas... worth all the stresses and all the depressions sepanjang dua tahun lebih nih... still... results sebenar akan keluar bulan may nanti... aku pasrah whatever the results will be sebab aku tahu i've done it well dan beberapa lecturers dah sahih mengatakan thesis aku two thumbs up... i've gained self-esteem and confidence in myself back... rasa sungguh ringan dan melegakan...



so, last time i checked... aku berada di utara... singgah bermalam di rumah siti hanya satu malam... yup! guilty! sebab tak spent lebih banyak masa untuk hang out dengan my best landlord kat utara nun... aku dan arif - butler aku - banyak spent time kat rumah opah sebab opah tak berapa sihat... kesian opah... baru satu malam aku lepak kat penang, opah hanya makan the same ikan goreng sahaja for dinner dan lunch keesokan harinya... opah dah tak larat nak memasak... kadang-kadang acik akan belikan lauk untuk opah tapi most of the time opah tak suka menyusahkan orang lain walaupun orang lain tuh anak dia sendiri... bila ada kami opah seronok sebab lain feelingnya di antara bila makan sensorang dan makan ramai-ramai... lagipun aku nih memang suka belanja opah makan macam-macam... nak bagi opah gemuk sikit dan juga bertenaga... sayang opah...

sedih ooo... tapi itulah rasanya bila dah berusia emas nanti... i wonder... mampukah adik beradik aku jaga aku bila aku dah tua nanti... hmmm... sedangkan kengkadang aku minta tolong pun asyik nak merungus... hmmm... i think it's better for me to work hard dan book a place dalam one of the geriatric houses yang ada kat malaysia nih... erk... aku ingat nak booking yang swasta punya... nicer nurses... hehehe...

apa yang aku buat sekarang? stop taking anti-depressant... stop meeting the shrinks due to lousy treatment kali terakhir aku follow-up sebelum pergi ke utara... huh... encounter dengan seorang doktor yang very tak professional... ikut suka hati dia ajek nak generalise yang semua patients psychiatric clinic tuh gila... i've had enough... aku okay... aku tak gila!

what else? la nih aku melepak di jasin - jasin masuk program "apa khabar orang kampung" di tv1 petang semalam, siapa ada tengok sila angkat tangan :-) - sekarang musim hujan... dan aku lek lek kat umah layan blues dengan dila... contemplating untuk seriously get a job while waiting for the results... tapi tu la... apa-apa hal kena bagi laluan untuk cuti sekolah sebab orang-orang jaybee akan balik jasin... yeaaaa.... anak sedaraku sofea will be back!

erk... apa lagi yek yang aku nak ngomel nih... mau panjang berjela kalau dibiarkan nih... dah lama aku tak rasa feel untuk memblog sebegini rupa... dan juga dah berbulan-bulan lamanya aku tak browse blogs favourite aku including sifoo's... i truly merindui that experience... that moments...

syukur alhamdulillah yang sebahagian besar daripada episode trauma aku dah berlalu... yang lain-lain tuh aku pikir kemudian... aku tak mau pikir pasal past dan future too much... aku just want to reap what present is offering me... live one day at a time... amacam? optimist tak? hehehe...

okie tokie... got to go... bayeed pun dah tidur dah kat sebelah aku ni... kuang... kuang... kuang... bini kerja shift malam... syiaaaannnn... hehehe... may Allah bless us all!


note: it's a payback time!